Back on B/C

For those who don't know B/C= birth control. My cycles were soooo wonky and I wanted to make sure my uterine lining was getting regularly shed well before we attempt another transfer. I go back and forth on when I want to do it. My heart tugs to do it sooner rather than later. I want all the odds in favor for those little ones. I want my body to be young and healthy, selfishly, I also want to be able to bounce back quicker too. We met with the RE a few weeks ago and they sent us a calendar! If you remember my journey, Ronan was conceived Friday the 13th lol, the twins were conceived on Halloween ( along with the remaining embryos of course) So what is funny, is we talked to them about wanting to transfer ONE around the end of October, giving a 2 year gap, Lord willing that perfect embryo sticks :( The date they picked for the transfer? October 31st lol.... Sounds about right.... Lol I am starting my prayer quest for whomever the embryologist chooses to put back first. Lord, Please guide my doctor's hands. May they be steady and swift. I pray that the thawing process is flawless and that the embryo you choose to grow inside me would thrive for 9 months! I so desire to meet these two little tot-sicles ;) Please protect them. I trust you with all of my children. I know they are YOURS, on loan to me. I trust you know best. In your name I pray, amen.