Blessings

I am singing this song with Brian at my church June 12th- The words touch me so deeply- I am certain others will be touched by it too... Here's hoping I can get through it without crying.



Sometimes music has a special way of reaching deep inside and touching your soul in a way only music can. I feel blessed that God gave me the gift of singing, and gave me a husband who also has that gift. I get nervous singing in front of others, but hearing them tell me how much it blesses them makes it worth it...


As for the fertility front, I have finished taking the Estroven/ AKA a version of clomid. It communicates to the brain to produce more estrogen in hopees to develop a mature follicle or two for ovulation in a week or so- most likely 2 weeks in my case.

I am on CD 7 and will probably start taking OPK's around CD15 to see if it is going to work. I will mess around with this for about 3 cycles, then go on birth control for a month while we run all the pre testing blood work and such for IVF. I don't really feel in a rush anymore. For the most part I am really enjoying this time in my life, and allowing God to really guide me in the direction He has for me. There are times I feel completely at peace with my given situation, and times when my heart just aches so bad I am afraid it might burst. I just remind myself that God is good. He knows the desires of my heart. I am thankful He is in control of my fertility. I am just so happy I live in the day in age that I DO live in.

My sweet little pumpkin is napping right now and I am slightly avoiding my household chores that need to be done. It is so sunny and beautiful outside!! I think a trip to the park is in order when Ronan wakes up! OH that reminds me! My sweet neighbors GAVE Ronan a little slide for the backyard! In perfect condition too! It's not too big either. Just basically a ladder with a slide. He has had it for a day now and had played with it atleast 50+ times already!!