My period is here and my baseline u/s and bloodwork are scheduled for Friday @ 10:00 AM. Who knows what God has in store this cycle?? I am anxious to find out :)
When Brian and I started TTC this time around we kept it pretty quiet, and assumed no one would really ask like they did when we had no kids. We got the questions all infertile couples get quite frequently, "do you have any kids?" when will you start a family?" "Why are you waiting so long to start a family?"
I figured now that we have a child all that was behind us... NOPE! I cannot count how many people have been asking us lately, " when is number 2 coming?" Or, "Melissa, you need to have another baby!" It's like they all know we are trying??? What the heck?? Those questions make me excited, but mostly they bring about feelings of insecurity. I spent some time in prayer today asking my heavenly Father to give me patience and a reassurance. I want His will to be my will. I ache for more children and I believe God has the intention of building my family more, but I want to be sure it is truly what HE wants and not JUST my own desires. I will continue trying, and believing that if this is not the plan God has for my life that he will block this path and show me where He does want me.
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