Count downs!

I am closing in!!!

I am on my 12th day of birth control. My hormones and emotions are a little whacky but manageable.
I started getting some mild cramping/ spotting the last 2 days- my nurse assured me that it was normal so I felt better.

6 more days until I start Lupron!!! 6 days, that is less than a week!

18 Days until I start stimming

34 Days until my miracles are placed back into my womb. That is the day I will consider myself pregnant :)
Lord willing, He will allow my babies to snuggle in deep for a long journey :)

I am getting everything ready for my bedrest :)
New snuggly pajamas
Chick flicks
Visits/ prayer time with close friends/ family
Games
Verses to meditate on
And I am sure, plenty of snuggles from Ronan :)

There have been many moments where I just want to take control, worry, or just get anxious about all the little things. I am learning that I just need to REST and let God take control. He is so good. ALL the time. I can trust his plan.

That is my update for now.

Ronan, is such a busy boy. He is loving the fall weather. He LOVES the rain. I guess it's good that he lives in the Northwest ;)
It is going to be so much fun taking him to the pumpkin patch in a few weeks. He had fun last year, but this year he will really be able to enjoy the slides and hay bales. Can't wait!!